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When Riri met Fifi

What the hell will this article  be dealing with?





hehe <== psychedelic laughing

If you knew me, and actually most of you don't.. you would be on my facebook and you would have been wondering about what i was "gonna do" today !!

I mean, not all of you would be able to guess it as a daily contact with me is quite necessary in order to guess it, however  Davinette, l'a deviné lui !!

YEAH yeah yeah .. i'm quite all over the internet and that's a geeky part of my personality ;) i always liked to meet new people from all over the world ! having like philosophical convos with mongolians, sociological interests on the americans ...

Internet is, like probably for most of you too, a joy , a pleasure , something that one couldnt be living without.

Frankly, my life is all depending on it. I do pay my bills, speak to my family, to my friends, read news, watch tv, find my recipes ...

But there is something I rarely do.. meeting people online.

I do speak with quite a few folks and some of them I will meet them , it's a matter of time and context... however this isnt the case for all the rest..

Plenty of guys i am speaking with , will never see my face. Or so to speak in" real life" as I usually show my pictures online.

Do you see the link between my title the main picture and what I am saying?? obviously not .. geez my readers are losers ..

yeah "we got the readers we deserve" and FU very much for that splendid and Oh so useful observation !!

You know what one of my favorite movie is?? ( yeah my sis wld tell you " erin brockovich and she would be right) so okie my second favorite movie? ex aequo with like a dozen others.. "you've got mail"!!

Remember that movie !! with  Meggie..again !! like they are writing to each other and the magic of internet appears ! and you can find your soul sister !! and blablablabla..
I honestly believe in that !
Not only because being gay actually limits all the other options.. meeting a guy at the supermarket is like mission impossible.. meeting a guy in a club? it would probably be for a one night stand.. so where else?

So, do you see the link with the first picture? still not .. Gosh dear reader.. YOU OBViously do not even do the minimum of your job.. read my mind !

I do believe in destiny !! and this is the link !

I tend to think that in real life, as online, there are people that whatever you would do, you will keep finding them on your path.

It happened and will keep happening. AND to be honest it did happen to me lately.

But so to come back to my first point, sometimes you MUST meet some people. Because they have that lil something that you might be interested in, because they're special for you .. and for a lot of other reasons.

Or simply because you feel something could happen and you have to check it.

I always hate to meet people because first  : you can be disappointed.

2nd : they can be disappointed on you

3rd : to me, you need to know the person a lil bit in order to know already if u share common values and interests and some people just won't let you the time for it.

And then, you have to face them, sometimes it just goes wrong , the guy can just leave after 5 mns( it happened), will nt show up ( it happened) will behave like a snob asshole ( it happened), but sometimes you can have amazing meetings..

Leading to amazing friendships, leading to great relationships too.

I am looking for one of those, for the one that would make my heart melt. Of course, it is tricky, first you will have to make me interested online, show me that you really wanna commit and that can last months ( !!) NB avoid speaking about all the guys you keep meeting .. THIS ISNT THE KEY !!!

And once you convinced me and you still wanna meet and we have built something online then  I  would meet you and probably enjoy it !

But sometimes ... like RARELY..

I don't follow my plans .. a personality.. a way of explaining things.. a way of dealing with me.. and THE most important, a way of finding exactly what to say to make my skepticism go away.And then , I have to meet, i have to force myself  because someone able to convince me online DESERVES this right.

After all .. a real meeting is the least we can do nah?




How to survive

Afghanistan .. what a far far away country ..
and yet several times during the year, my beloved sthlmboi has to go other there for his job ..
Dating a military boi is not an easy thing ..
of course there is several good things like his muscled body ( yummmmmyyyyy i have picture but no u wont see it, u pervert !) but also his military uniform :)
ahlalala :)
i feel like a poor french woman after the 2nd world war when all the nice, sexy and brighten smilling american soldier came into the cities..
so i have my own soldier at home :)
Toy soldier ahaha :) sorry i cant help myself :)
it's been like 2.5yrs that we know each other and i still love him more than ever :) isnt it romantic?
the main point is that i hate when he has to leave for several weeks ( anywhere but more precisely in afghanistan)
yah people are getting killed over there ...of course he always brings back some gifts ( yahhh the afghan scarves , did i ever tell u i had a kind of addiction for scarves?)
i still hated the military people, even tho my dad is one of them andthat my bro did st cyr ( like westpoint)..to me a military boi is just good to be watched while excercising ( yummmyy) but ok maybe some of them do good things like preserving the peace in the balkans and a lot of other parts of the world .. i just cant stop thinkin that a lot of others do horrible things like what happened in asia or irak or africa ( sumewhere over there lol)..
However i didnt want to speak about Peace in the world, i'm not Miss America :)
i do wonder if it's healthy for a relationship  to be divided several weeks every two months..
maybe it makes it stronger.. i mean i always believed in ldr ( long distance relationships) and i had several ones ..and well i have to admit i could not live with someone 24/7.. i' m too annoying for that :)
yet i also have to admit that sometimes when the beloved is far away it seems that this person is more present than when they really are with you..( but that's because i'm asking a looooot of love and so when the person is away i ask for less lol)
or maybe that's just me having psycho issue ( which is possible) nahh but i know he could die over there.. and of course once he is there, i keep thinkin about that and worrying about my life without him ( nu i just hope he wont check my blog )
 so my sthlmboi left yesterday morning and i felt sick like three days before ( like this u can freely enjoy ur last moment together) and he will come back in three weeks( so fucking long) well of course nu i have some friends in sthlm and i have his wonderful friends in vasteras like linda <== my fav one :) yet it does not compensate .. that's really amazing to notice that without him you can't really sleep in your bed, you dont wanna cook good dinners, all the little habits that u have related to him are just shaked and u have to deal with it..
the only thing i hope is his comeback safe ( and with some turquoise scarves lol) and well i'm also happy to know that he is helping to make a better world ( miss america power). 
ps: do u know that the swe government wants to be able to read all emails, check all phone calls of all the swe military people?? this is so scary !!and what about the privacy ..