How to survive
Afghanistan .. what a far far away country ..
and yet several times during the year, my beloved sthlmboi has to go other there for his job ..
Dating a military boi is not an easy thing ..
of course there is several good things like his muscled body ( yummmmmyyyyy i have picture but no u wont see it, u pervert !) but also his military uniform :)
i feel like a poor french woman after the 2nd world war when all the nice, sexy and brighten smilling american soldier came into the cities..
so i have my own soldier at home :)
Toy soldier ahaha :) sorry i cant help myself :)
it's been like 2.5yrs that we know each other and i still love him more than ever :) isnt it romantic?
the main point is that i hate when he has to leave for several weeks ( anywhere but more precisely in afghanistan)
yah people are getting killed over there ...of course he always brings back some gifts ( yahhh the afghan scarves , did i ever tell u i had a kind of addiction for scarves?)
i still hated the military people, even tho my dad is one of them andthat my bro did st cyr ( like westpoint)..to me a military boi is just good to be watched while excercising ( yummmyy) but ok maybe some of them do good things like preserving the peace in the balkans and a lot of other parts of the world .. i just cant stop thinkin that a lot of others do horrible things like what happened in asia or irak or africa ( sumewhere over there lol)..
However i didnt want to speak about Peace in the world, i'm not Miss America :)
i do wonder if it's healthy for a relationship to be divided several weeks every two months..
maybe it makes it stronger.. i mean i always believed in ldr ( long distance relationships) and i had several ones ..and well i have to admit i could not live with someone 24/7.. i' m too annoying for that :)
yet i also have to admit that sometimes when the beloved is far away it seems that this person is more present than when they really are with you..( but that's because i'm asking a looooot of love and so when the person is away i ask for less lol)
or maybe that's just me having psycho issue ( which is possible) nahh but i know he could die over there.. and of course once he is there, i keep thinkin about that and worrying about my life without him ( nu i just hope he wont check my blog )
so my sthlmboi left yesterday morning and i felt sick like three days before ( like this u can freely enjoy ur last moment together) and he will come back in three weeks( so fucking long) well of course nu i have some friends in sthlm and i have his wonderful friends in vasteras like linda <== my fav one :) yet it does not compensate .. that's really amazing to notice that without him you can't really sleep in your bed, you dont wanna cook good dinners, all the little habits that u have related to him are just shaked and u have to deal with it..
the only thing i hope is his comeback safe ( and with some turquoise scarves lol) and well i'm also happy to know that he is helping to make a better world ( miss america power).
ps: do u know that the swe government wants to be able to read all emails, check all phone calls of all the swe military people?? this is so scary !!and what about the privacy ..