Because i'm a bit busy these days :)
i just wanted to give some news :)
so i'm with sthlmboi and i'm SOOOO fULLLL of Joy he is here with me :)
we even went to Ikea can u believe me that?
ahah so Cali thats true u can buy vinglögg over there :) and when i m speaking about u i really need to speak u with my dear and Beloved Caliiii :)
no but really i'm so happy :)
that i even feel quite bad to write over here and not spend my time with him :) i mean my whooooole time :)
but then i have to tell u, to u my dear readers, that everything seems to be ok for me :)
i mean even if i'm playing the vampire :) everything is perfect when He is beside me :)
yahhhhhh is that crazy?
i'm supposed to be a without-feelings but heyyy i'm Human too :)
i just cant stop thinking that in some days, he is gonna leave me again ( the slampa kille)
but well :) i mean it is like a choice .. even if i didnt plan to have feelings :)
i suppose that something we cant really plan :)
well :) i try my best to deal with that f*** situation:)
and in the same time i'm so full of joy that i dont care the F** H*** S*** !
they can all burn the most important thing is that i 'm happy i do feel self confident and i do think also that he has the same kind of feelings..
i should have spoken more about sthlmboi before.. because this is not something new.. but hey even if i like to speak about my whooooolllle life and my soooo interesting life i mean :)
i dont like so much to speak about my private life.. again more coz i know some people like buddies and people from my college are reading me !! ( yes can u believe it?? ) cause my close friends and family knows the most important about my life ..and because my blog is important to me.. and in a way you my dear reader ( or u the F** D**** A*** of you F**** M****** who is insulting me by mail) u need to know more :)
i'm just a bit worry about my blog becomming a kind of bridget jones 's gay diary :)
like i wanna find love!! maybe i found him !!???!! i need to start my diet !! everything is ok but i could complain about blablablablabla
i guess i'll write more when i'll have the time for, i mean time doesnt need to be waste :) but heyyyy i know my friends are reading me too :)
so i 'm gonna go to kiss who wld like to be kissed ;) and sleep wrapped in the arms of someone i really care about :)
bisous bisous to u my dear readers ( and no i'm not into drugs and i didnt smoke or drink tonite ) :)