IT Makes me Sick
Do u see that beautiful man? this is drew fuller, this soo damn sexy boi .. if u do look like him .. DONT HESITATE..and email me, send me texto, maybe u could even rape me :-)
no no no no ..
i do admire the beauty of that guy .. how could i not ...
BUT my god !! it makes me soo angry !! am i jealous?? yah surely i do envy him .. to be so beautiful .. virgin marie.. this should be avoid..
i mean.. i dont consider myself ugly.. far of that..but i know i'm not a model..
when a guy like him comes to a place..what else can i do except disapearing?
I MEAN i do think that in that special case burqa could be the solution..
"envy"..i know this is a capital sin..but HEYYY i'm close to cry ..
how can i fight against that?? even i, i do admire that special beauty.. he could be a real dumbass.. would it count the first hour? surely not..DAMN.. i mean should i do surgery? even with surgery i'll never be like him ..
should i try to get a guy like him to feel better?
what could i do? i feel insecure and weak ..
Life is unfair..