For my friends who live far away
AS U KNOW ..
i'm a grand traveller..
i've visited so many places..
so i made a lot of friends all around the world ...
and the life makes things changing..
my best friend élodie is living in bordeaux and yet we met in nouméa.
my other best friend nelly is living in geneva and yet we met in Lyon.
my friend cherif is living in paris and yet he is from alger.
katja is in sydney, etienne in namibia,romina in new zeland, crystal in hong kong, sakiko in japan, jessica + frank+fernando are all in the us, my lovely jenn is from colorado but in germany.. jossefin i met her in paris and she lives in stockholm..
without talking of catherine from lyon living in poland...
i still thought that maybe we can keep our friendship in a good way.. i dont believe in the "loin des yeux loin du coeur"..
cause even if most of my friends are abroad or really far of me..i still love them think about them and i do hope to see them each time it is possible :-) ( yes yes elodie i promise i try :-)
and before that internet exists..believe me it was much harder :-) forced to send real letters and wait to get an answer :-) i did it with most of my good friends :-) and i still like to send letters cause i do feel its more realistic in a way ..
i do also believe in the friendship online :-) like my good friend from aussie nat, chistyn, mark,etan,megan..
i would give my life for all my friends...
so i should thank MSN :-) Internet in general , the invention of cell phones,ahh yes and also the electricity :-)
but then sometimes its a bad thing too .. u cant share a special moment or day ..u dont see them evolving.. u just try to keep in touch ..sometimes it works and sometimes not..and sometimes when u domeet them again they have changed..its a risk..
i'm not afraid of that..
but i should tell u that this night i was looking online ( thank to google) and trying to find my old friends :-) or girl friends like amandine :-)
i still check for the same people..trying to find if they started to come in the net :-)
so i know sandrine passed her administration exam, lisianne is still good in natation, ..
but i've also saw that my dear Flore.. died...
this so wonderful girl.. she was only 21.. i feel so sad.. it has been 2 years i was tellin her i'll go to fos sur mer to meet her again :-) we phoned each other for our birthdays..she was my longest friend..i do remember her when we were only 5 ..when i hurted her with my bycycle..THIS so smart blond girl.. smart and beautiful, i do mean it cause she was :-)
damn Flore i do feel regretfull .. u died.. no one told me it ...
For all my friends, this is a message to tell u even if u live abroad or far away from me..i still have feelings for all of you..i will still be pleased to see u and meet u again ..in one year or even twenty.
i dont wanna wait for our lives to be over..i dont wanna fail again..
maybe i shld stop crying this mean nothing now..
ce message est pour toi Flore Madelénat, qui nous a quitté ce 4 janvier.