WHat is love?
Aww yes , The life seems to be full of Love.. Love seems to be everywhere... but what is love?
i wonder that in a complex period of my life .. as u know i'm soon out of my "home" .. i'm gonna leave my home sweet home and i feel a bit like upset and worry about it ..
i do love my parents, even my mom ( and only God knows how i wish her death :))
and i love my sis too .. and i just cant imagine me like living abroad.. and yet , this is surely whats gonna happen really soon ..
sure, maybe i'lD win some stuff changing of country ..and all .. and again more being with someone i can love ( héhé) ..
i know i'ld be like " alone" even if i also know i wldt be really alone..
wld i change of family? would he be like my dad and mom? or should i evolve and live by myself..
but hey , i dont wanna grow up ..
so i just wonder today if what i do feel can be called love..cause i dont really know ..
i do like to speak with him and being with him .i feel safe when i do hear his voice, when he is speaking to me.. and our first night was like so special ( mostly cause each time i wake up he was looking at me , damn this guy never sleeps)
it seems to be "love" but can we speak about "love" if we dont live really with the person? like do you really know someone if u didnot sleep and had days/weeks with it?
the weird thing is that , sure in a way i'm really worry about leaving my family,my country and my friends..but i do feel like i shld be safe to leave it for something again better.
so in what moment could i speak about love? am i too young to know what the real love is? or am i livin it and i dont even know? is the love just an anticipation/dream for the future and we do believe in it to be feel safe? can we build something with love?